Thursday, June 23, 2011

Perfect Peace by Daniel Black



The story was set in a small town in Arkansas in the 1950s. A mother's yearning for a daughter causes her to do the unthinkable after giving birth to her seventh son. She decides to raise the son as a girl, who she names Perfect. The Peace family is special and gifted yet the times force them to work hard and walk the straight and narrow until they can't any longer. The emotions this books evokes and the depth of the characters make it surprisingly believable.

My heart went out to Perfect when the truth was revealed because of how raw and harsh it was. I couldn't even begin to imagine how confusing it was to find out who you thought you were was nothing but a lie. And most of all, for everyone to know because all the ribbons, dresses and frills have been stripped away. Perfect went from being loved and adored and treated special to being ridiculed, talked about and treated as if he was a freak. No longer perfect, now he must navigate through gender issues, sexuality, and societal values to become the man he was born to be.

Emma Jean, the mother, had her own demons that she dealt with as a woman and it reflected on her relationship with her husband, Gus and her children. She truly felt that having a daughter would give her a chance to prove her worth as well as allow her to relive a childhood she didn't have. Overall, she was a miserable woman who never grew up or let go of her past pains to see the pains she caused to those who loved her the most.

The writing technique mostly focused on the present moment yet, there were a few times when dealing with the brothers that the author gave an overview of how/where their life proceeds once they leave the house, almost as a rites of passage since they were no longer "main" characters, even though they remained within the present storyline just not as prominent. Interesting technique!

Monday, June 06, 2011

Back at it...

No point in attempting to get caught up. Much has happened yet this is normal in my book of life.

I have been contemplating what happiness means to me and focusing on making moves towards living a life that honors this moment for moment. In this pursuit to live my best life, I realize that I also have to learn what makes me tick and allow myself to jump off the edge so I can truly fly.

I do know that I have to work on how I feel about how others feel about me. I am not perfect but I enjoy being and doing me without explanation. Deep down it pains me when I have to explain my behavior or decisions.

I plan on writing a few letters to people today. I figure as much as I LOVE mail someone else has to love it as well. Plus I need to reach out more and maintain the few relationship I have.